Sitting, waiting, Wishing

So I'm sitting here, in my bed laughing at my son jumping up and down, and I think to myself..... I completely enjoy where I am in life. I mean, I don't get paid as much as I'd like, I want to have a house of my own, "I want to fit in, to the perfect space"-The Avette Brothers. But I have spent the time today, and this week even, to think of the things that make my life full. I make enough money to put a roof over my sons head. I enjoy my job (Then again I have those days), I have a vehicle now that doesn't rape me of everything that I own just to pay for my gas. I have the best little man anyone can ask for. Who keeps me on my toes and looking into his eyes makes me feel what true love is. I start thinking of what I want for him in life. And I'm going for it.


This week I was congratulated at work for doing a great job. Might seem small to some, but it was a boost of adrenaline for me. The thing I thrive on, is positive energy. Even better is I thrive on being reprimanded for doing something wrong. Either way, there is a drive inside myself to be the best in what i do.


I start school on Saturday. I'm excited. Because this is the start to everything that I want for my son and I. I believe in living my life with the future in mind. I can feel the walls in the house I want. I can smell the flowers that I want in my walk way. I can taste the turkey dinners I will be having for Thanksgiving in my future new house and I can hear the Indie music I will be blasting through my new house. When the time comes. I'm excited for sleepless nights of studying and writing exams. I'm excited to get that first "A" again and to keep them coming. And coming.

Anyways, enough jibber jabber, time to brush up on my future, and by that I mean prepare right now for class :)

Thank you,
Kim